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» Was she actually being serious right now? Rin’s heart gave a hard thump and he gave her a watery smile. He didn’t want her saying this simply because she felt bad for abandoning him. Not that he could blame her, though. He would have to, if Rin was in any of the other’s shoes.

“Aren’t you scared of me?” He asked, raising his eyebrows in question. As much as he wanted her friendship back, the half-demon didn’t think he could handle it if she was living in constant fear of him. He had to make 100% sure that she wasn’t afraid of him, not even a little bit.

Shiemi stared at him, tilting her head slightly as she thought about an answer. Something inside her heart told her, that this question from Rin was crucial for their further friendship. “I’m still a bit unsure, Rin. I know that you won’t hurt me but…your flames…y-you can’t really control them, can you? And the blue flames…the sign of satan is definitely evil so…m-maybe it… will hurt me without you wanting it.”

“B…But I’m trusting you! I know what you c-can and that you will handle this. I…I want to be friends with you again..”

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» She shouldn’t have apologized. Rin’s heart gave a painful thump in his chest and he really didn’t feel like crying in front of her, because that was really lame. The boy bit his lip hard, immediately sliding over to her side of the bench and wrapping his arms around her.

“Don’t,” Rin said, shaking his head quickly. He hated how his voice wavered, threatening to crack at any moment. “Don’t apologize, okay?” He lifted a hand, brushing it through her hair, patting her shoulders, and rubbing her back.

He didn’t know how to comfort her, how to tell her that it was fine, that it wasn’t her fault. “It was my fault. I-I shouldn’t have lied.” Rin’s resolve was crumbling quickly. His lip quivered and he shook his head. “I should have told you guys who I was.”

Shiemi winced as she felt his arms wrapping around her. She saw the pain in his eyes and how he tried to comfort her. A small smile appeared on her lips and she hugged him for a moment back. No blue fire, nothing that would hurt her - it was strange. Nonetheless it validated that she was wrong the whole time and that Rin wasn’t that dangerous.

“Don’t say it’s your fault…y-you couldn’t tell us the t-truth…” The girl shrugged and grabbed his hand, her eyes glimmering odd. “I..I want to be friends…with you again, Rin!” Just some easy and flat words but the tamer needed all of her courage to say them. Hopefully he would forgive her and they could start all over again.

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» Shiemi was completely right, and he knew that. But it didn’t stop him from feeling like shit because of it. What was he supposed to do? Let people sit there and call him names and not do anything about it? He didn’t think he could. Rin just wasn’t like that.

”.. The usual, you know.” He said with a shrug, rubbing the back of his neck. Purple bruises were already blossoming beneath the skin of his knuckles. He rubbed them and sighed.

Just as he had thought, all the others were fine with out him. Even Shiemi! She’d gone and made lots of other friends, while he was left sitting out by himself. Not that he could blame her. She was a lovely girl, it wasn’t surprising that people wanted to be her friend.

He gave her a halfhearted smile and a shrug, looking around as he thought of a good excuse. “I’ve been really great, actually!” Rin grinned big, ignoring the pang in his chest that said otherwise. “I think I’m flunking one of my classes, though.” More like all of them.

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To speak with Rin again was a bit weird after all this time, but the blonde-haired girl enjoyed it and so she just gave him a nod, when he told her, he skipped class. “T-Then…what…what about uh…sitting down and talking a bit? I’m sure you have many things to tell!” Shiemi wanted to believe, that he really was happy and had a great time without her and the others, but his face told her something different. The girl walked over to a little bench and sit down, wringing her hands. Her gaze wandered to him and for a moment she could feel a sharp pain in her chest, mixed with guilt pangs. He never hurted her, he indeed saved her life in the beginning and she thanked him like that? She should be ashamed.

“Rin…?”, she asked and her voice trembled a bit. “I…I have to apologize…I’m…I’m sorry for abandoning you back then. You…you didn’t deserve this. I’m sorry … I’m…a terrible person.”

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Rin chuckled and followed by her. He looked at the small amount of students “yeah, hopefully he’s in there.” he mumbled and looked at Shiemi when she spoke “haha, you’re right but….It’s a good thing you guys are doing great” he held the door knob and opened it “Yukio?” He spotted his fraternal twin and smiled “oi! Yukio we got somethin’ for you.”

Yukio turned to look at both Shiemi and Rin “nii-san….Shiemi…” he looked at the package and smiled “great!” he moved towards them and Rin held the package out for him to grab. Yukio smiled “thanks Shiemi. Tell your mother I said thank you”

Shiemi hoped to have luck, but before Rin opened the door she was sure, that today she wouldn’t get a little piece of luck. But she was wrong. Yuki-chan stood inside the room and seemed quite happy to spot them as well. “I…I will tell her!”, she promised and was happy to get finally rid of the package.

“We…will have some icrecream now, Yuki-chan!” She left the room and waited outside for Rin. While waiting she thought about the type of icecream she wanted to order later.

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» She hadn’t changed much. Well, not so much that he could tell. Still shy and timid as ever, of course. He hoped it was shyness, at least. With the way her face flushed and she stammered, Rin wasn’t sure if she was scared or just being herself. He let out a sigh.

His heart even gave a small, painful little pang. He missed her so much. The boy was almost tempted to ask Shiemi how the others were doing, if they missed him as much as he them. He didn’t though, because that was silly. Why would they miss him?

Rin had been deceitful and a liar. Worse, he was the spawn of the biggest baddie of them all. Why would they miss that? But then again, how could the others hold that against him? It wasn’t as if Rin had chosen to be born clad in these flames. He’d choose a normal life if he could.

If only they understood that. He didn’t want to hurt anyone. He wasn’t like his father.

He’d been so caught up in his own thoughts that he hadn’t even heard Shiemi speak. At least, not until her fingers grazed his cheek. Rin jumped, almost pulling back. He caught himself at the last moment. He wasn’t about to abandon this.

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“Me, hurt?” Rin laughed loudly, shaking his head. “You should have a little more faith in me! — You should see the other guy.” Well, his jaw did ache. Did that count as hurt? No, he didn’t think so. He wasn’t gushing blood. He was ok.

Rin gave a little sigh, shuffling his feet as he looked at the ground. It seemed as though Shiemi’s timidness had begun to rub off on him. “… How are the others?”

Shiemi saw him drifting in his own thoughts and slightly tilted her head, taking back her hand and pressing it against her chest. “Uh…why did you fight, Rin?” She wouldn’t admit that it terrified her a bit, but at least he was calm now and ready to talk with her like back then. “It’s not good…that you hurt other boys…n-no matter what they did…” She shrugged a bit and looked down, thinking about what to say next. “I guess the others are very well. They…they don’t complain about anything in the breaks between the lessons. I…I don’t stay much in contact…with them. I…I found.. other friends I guess…” No matter what - she wouldn’t tell him, that she couldn’t really connect with her new friends in the way like she did with Rin and the others back then. So she gave him a big smile and tried to act like it was nothing. “What about you, Rin? How is your life?..”

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Rin laced his fingers together at the back of his head, giving a lazy shrug. “Wouldn’t be able to tell ya what the exams are like for a Tamer…” he said. “That, ‘n, y’know, everyone graduated after me, since I had a time limit set… ‘S not like ya can’t study more ‘n try again, if ya fail the first time.” Failure hadn’t been an option for Rin, it would have meant sure death — but he was the exception.

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My Shiemi passed jus’ fine, though… So I can at least say ya definitely have the capability to pass. How much work ya put into it… that’s on you.”

Shiemi listened to his words and gave a nod from time to time. “Oh…yes. I hope I won’t fail! I will do my best to pass with the first exam. I don’t…want to get left behind!” She smiled a bit shy and stopped walking. “There we are!” The big white dorm still looked quite abandoned, but one could see that someone lived inside of it. Shiemi searched for the key inside her pockets and found it within some seconds. “Let us hope that Ukobach is there so that he can take care of the package.”

The girl used the key and stepped through the door. Determined she found her way to the kitchen but screamed immediately when she saw the big blood spots on the white floor. “R-Rin…” The key fell with a loud noise on the ground, causing her to scream again.

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» It was kind of funny, wasn’t it? When he was younger, Rin was always so defiant when someone called him a monster or a demon. He fought back because that was the only way he knew how to prove them wrong. He’d fight them, and they’d realize he was no demon. 

Well, at least… He never asked to be. It was funny how hard he tried to prove to people how he was human — completely. Only to be proved completely wrong when that old man dropped Kurikara into his hands.

That was a long time ago, wasn’t it? Rin sometimes forgot, so it was easy to slip into old habits and jump at whoever called him a name. He wasn’t fighting because he didn’t want people to think he was a demon anymore, though. No, Rin fought simply because he wanted people to think he was human.

It was messed up. He knew it didn’t make any sense, but old habits were hard to break. So, it was a bit difficult to turn away when a student spat words at him from beneath his breath. It was even more difficult to keep his temper under control after the first fist flew.

He was doing good so far though, wasn’t he? Hadn’t let a single flame slip during any of the fights he had. Yukio would be proud. Maybe so would the rest of his friends—

That was silly. He didn’t really have any more friends, did he? Rin’s concentration slipped. The punch caught him square in the jaw, sending a flare of pain across his face. He staggered backward, clutching his mouth as he growled. Calm down, calm down, calm down. Breathe.

A bead of blood dribbled its way down his chin and he wiped at it, quickly getting into another stance for attack. He froze after a moment, blinking and shaking his head. He was seeing things, wasn’t he?

The familiar blonde head of hair and green eyes he swear he knew so well. Shiemi. It had to be her. 

Rin stood straight, spitting away the blood that pooled in his mouth and shooing his opponent away. It’d been so long, he didn’t want her to think he was still bad. Just as much a demon as the rest of them. He wanted her to think he was one of the good guys, not something to be feared.

He just wanted his friend back. Rin turned to her, taking a step forward as a small smile curved his lips.

“Uh, hey. Hi, Shiemi.” He said, stuffing his hands into his pockets. How much of the fight had she caught?

Shiemi greeted one of the older students and got a big smile in return. “Hey Shiemi! What are ya’ doing after school?” The boy leaned closer and pointed at her greenman. “Kind of funny that he is so tame like that, huh?” The girl nodded - she was glad that she made some friends over the months but to be honest she never wanted to spent time with them. They were different and she wanted her old friends back - Rin, Yuki-chan, even Izumo but since the great secret of Rin was revealed, the class had no great solidarity anymore. The tamer had to admit, that she missed the boy with the dark hair and the big mouth. “Sorry but I need to go home. My mother isn’t at home and I need to take care of the shop.” The boy seemed to be a bit disappointed but Shiemi gave him a sweet smile and waved before she left the big academy.

On her way back home she saw a bigger crowd, standing around two guys. “Oh, Nii-chan…a fight…” Shiemi bit her lip and approached the people and raised herself on tiptoes to see who had got into a fight. For a brief moment her heart stopped beating as she saw the dark hair and the uniform. “Rin!”, she whispered and Nii-chan made an approving sound. Next to the fear the girl felt a strange pain in her chest. She missed him - even though he was the son of satan. When she saw the blood she pressed a hand on her mouth, breathing slowly to control herself. 

After some minutes watching them - thinking about ending the fight with some brave words, Rin looked at her. Without even thinking she made a step back and bumped into a tall girl with red hair. “Oi, watch yourself, you bug!” Shiemi stammered an apologize and was so busy with keeping herself away from an own fight, that she didn’t notice Rin. Then the tall girl walked away, with a bored sigh and Shiemi turned around. “O-Oh!” No word came over her lips and so it was very soothing for her to hear him speaking first. “H-Hello Rin…h-how are you?” Within seconds her cheeks turned red and she had to look down. “A-Are you hurt?”, the girl asked after a moment of silence and touched his face timid with her fingertips.

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